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Notes from the Devils In Your Lungs

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               My body is a trail of blood marks, cigarette burns and ravenous ferocity down your throat because you once kissed, courted, and tantalised death for the sake of painting cyclones and hurricanes on the blank slate heart you thought I had. I'm a poison ivy growing, tangling, twining around your star crossed future I was erotically, maniacally, co-dependently in love with. I spit serpent tongue and baby spiders onto your hipbones just so you could turn into a haphazard maelstrom and toxic wasteland and see that I'm merely a pigtailed child tethered to a bedpost and you are the mural showcasing my feral tantrum.

              I'm sorry I swallowed champagne hearing you shrieked, crumbled, and gritted your teeth as your millisecond conscious tricked you into thinking your harrowed stutter can ever be laced to a parachute and you can thread between the seams of reality and evaporate in the last breath of a white aspen tree of a deforested rainforest. I'm sorry I didn't notice that you buried the monarch I gifted you with cement just so you could stop hyperventilating and I'm sorry I didn't realise that the monarch had a skin of a snake and a habitat made up of hornets.

              Even so, I'm not colossal cannibal and I'm not savage siren. I'm not gasoline setting your skin into endless combustion and scalding cries and I'm not gunfire smoke sending your heart on high speed collision with your ribs just to see you choke and puke and die.

              I'm sorry you had to see me grow from tickle monster and silly giggles to bloody teeth and towering shadows. I'm sorry I clouded the horizon between your reality and fight or flight response with the green crayons we used to paint together. I'm sorry I can't autonomically shift my reality to shards and break free of gravity's sovereignty to become figments of your night terrors that can surreptitiously slip away. I'm sorry I can't tell you that I'm merely a mirage of the monsters under the bed and I don't have bonfire between my teeth and I can't force acid fumes into your shrinking alveoli unless you inhale; but I'd tell you this: you need to make it stone number one to believe that you are a manuscript of celestial potency, that your bathroom muffled cries and panic attacks from dearest me doesn't make you any less incandescent than the you in your 10 year old pipe dream, and you can destroy my entire being with the click of your fingers.

(G.L)
-Notes from the devils in your lungs
This prose is written with the point of view of an inner demon in mind, just something to remind you that you can handle your worst days and you have the power to face whatever that is scaring you. 

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drachenq's avatar
What an emotional piece of writing! I've never really read something like this, it's absolutely fantastic. Every sentence you compose is almost tangible and is heart wrenching. It's obvious in your writing that you compose with your heart and soul, and that is something I respect and look up to. Keep up the good work!